So I came to a ton of great realizations while I was out. Seven days without sleep in the middle of the desert will do that to you i guess. but i am getting off point what i want to say is that i have been doing this all wrong. I was brazen and long winded and i wanted to apologize to those that i have hurt along the way. I hope that as you all read this you will be forgiving.

Namaste
the new PY

So erlier today o sent an email to a friend of mine back home. We were gonna going through this like weird what are we thing and I was thinking about us and I decided to send an email. At first I thought it was like a really good idea and like that they would be really happy about it but now I'm second guessing myself and feeling a liottle embarassed to be honest. I tend to feel embarassed when I tell someone how i feel, I think its a side effect of the job. Anyway if anyone has any suggesstion… Continue

Hey Everybody!

Glad I could join the party. I am starting a new season of the web show and wanted to give a heads up. I also posted the first episode of last season in the videos section. Hope your gonna watch me make up and break up. Also The show will now be called

Todds Break-Up Show.

So I've been thinking about this a lot lately because I've just started being around people again but I've been thinking about myself and how I am afraid to just let myself be happy. I know a lot of people say this kind of thing and maybe don't understand the weight of they are saying but I assure you that I do. I am totally aware that I am unhappy with myself and as a result I push people away. I think that's why I decided to move out to the desert to find myself again. To re-evaluate my role… Continue